Its his birthday today...

Not sure with the change in him, but he seemed to be more gentle. Is it only for today?

He came and ask us to go out lunch with him. But i did not go. i wanted to stay away from him - as much as possible. i dont want to get hurt again.

He called to ask me to stay and he said would drive me back. Why me? I did not like sometimes the way he treats people. I wanted to stay away but why cant i do that.

He spoke kinda like so soft and gentle over the phone, lingered at the last word.. He said he didn't have anyone to go out with. And he made me wait for him 2 hours! He wasn't absorbed in his own world as usual. We talked in the car too. Never had a ktv with him before.

Luckily nothing much happened.

Suddenly thought of last year, this day, today, his birthday. Silly things. It had already been a year, where i kept in n out, thought no thought with him... thats fast.....

But i figured i cant stand this kind of hot cold, it best where it is best to be.

he's changed.. to someone that i dont know any more.

we were in his car when he suddenly said about my stories.

"Short and sweet is enough. Its too long"

It wasn't draggy.. the events kept coming and i just merely added into the story.. It did hurt a little... Even Clare too asked me if i were angry about his remarks. Nah i was just hurt. Clare was angry with him. Noone asked him to read it anyway. I so got the urge to delete him from contacts.. But i think i will see how about it...

It seemed that after getting close to cockroach, his attitude and say changed. Now he kinda behaves like that cockroach. -.-

Haiz... Its difficult to like someone...

Its his birthday today...

Not sure with the change in him, but he seemed to be more gentle. Is it only for today?

He came and ask us to go out lunch with him. But i did not go. i wanted to stay away from him - as much as possible. i dont want to get hurt again.

He called to ask me to stay and he said would drive me back. Why me? I did not like sometimes the way he treats people. I wanted to stay away but why cant i do that.

He spoke kinda like so soft and gentle over the phone, lingered at the last word.. He said he didn't have anyone to go out with. And he made me wait for him 2 hours! He wasn't absorbed in his own world as usual. We talked in the car too. Never had a ktv with him before.

Luckily nothing much happened.

Suddenly thought of last year, this day, today, his birthday. Silly things. It had already been a year, where i kept in n out, thought no thought with him... thats fast.....

But i figured i cant stand this kind of hot cold, it best where it is best to be.

he's changed.. to someone that i dont know any more.

we were in his car when he suddenly said about my stories.

"Short and sweet is enough. Its too long"

It wasn't draggy.. the events kept coming and i just merely added into the story.. It did hurt a little... Even Clare too asked me if i were angry about his remarks. Nah i was just hurt. Clare was angry with him. Noone asked him to read it anyway. I so got the urge to delete him from contacts.. But i think i will see how about it...

It seemed that after getting close to cockroach, his attitude and say changed. Now he kinda behaves like that cockroach. -.-

Haiz... Its difficult to like someone...